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Come and take a trip with me
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[Jul. 1st, 2007|03:55 pm] |
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Everything nice always ends. I found something inside of me that I never really felt before. I know I'll feel it again but for now its gone and its sad. |
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[Jun. 26th, 2007|05:30 pm] |
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My mind is turning to mush and I am scared that I wont be able to reclaim it after this horrible experince called school. |
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[May. 20th, 2007|02:47 pm] |
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I've never really felt this way before. I don't know why I feel this way at all. I feel as though I have found something important yet when I really look at it its nothing that great. I guess it is but its not the fantasy that I have had. It feel short but its still good. Not that reality must always live up to fantasy but it would be nice in some cases. I guess that's why I am disappointed a lot because reality is just not as good as my head. |
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[Apr. 30th, 2007|01:06 pm] |
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Its an intense rush and then its over. The stream just takes it all away and then brings it back for seconds at a time and then its over again. The wind catches it and brings it back to life making it soar into the sky to catch the golden rays of the sun. Then it dies and crashes back to earth leaving its brilliance behind in the sky in an attempt to remain glorious but all that anyone sees is the broken wreck on the ground. The heights at which were soared no longer matter because of what remains. Constantly the moment is more important then anything else. |
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[Apr. 4th, 2007|11:50 pm] |
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I will soon adventure into the realm of the non-existent. The place that does not exist except for the fleeting moments that it does. The times when you break on through to the other side. The place the is but isn't and can be only briefly. Its a place I will dwell. |
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[Mar. 16th, 2007|11:32 pm] |
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My sound destroys your sound. |
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[Mar. 7th, 2007|08:53 pm] |
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Take anything you want. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2007|03:22 am] |
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I want to be a dragon. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2007|11:29 pm] |
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What is this experience. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2007|08:02 pm] |
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I'd be fine with being kept. |
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[Dec. 1st, 2006|05:36 pm] |
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The sky is beautiful. |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2006|03:38 pm] |
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Just because I take shit doesnt mean that I am not strong. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2006|11:49 am] |
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I guess I was made to fulfill a fantasy of normalcy. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2006|01:14 am] |
Read this article.
http://www.nytimes.com/2006/11/02/world/middleeast/02medic.html?ex=1320123600&en=0105674773f788ee&ei=5088&partner=rssnyt&emc=rss
Quote below.
"In one course, an advanced trauma treatment program he had taken before deploying, he said, the instructors gave each corpsman an anesthetized pig.
“The idea is to work with live tissue,” he said. “You get a pig and you keep it alive. And every time I did something to help him, they would wound him again. So you see what shock does, and what happens when more wounds are received by a wounded creature.”
“My pig?” he said. “They shot him twice in the face with a 9-millimeter pistol, and then six times with an AK-47 and then twice with a 12-gauge shotgun. And then he was set on fire.”
“I kept him alive for 15 hours,” he said. “That was my pig.”
“That was my pig,” he said." |
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[Oct. 29th, 2006|12:05 am] |
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I kinda hate this holiday. |
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[Oct. 28th, 2006|12:17 pm] |
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I dislike drinking. No more of it really. other stuff > booze. |
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[Oct. 25th, 2006|12:49 am] |
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Have a meeting at Cornell at 9am. Trying to get into the College of Human Ecology department of Policy Analysis and Managemet with a concentration in Family and Social Welfare. Then after that Law school. Seems much more interesting than just doing a legal studies thing at IC. Learn more prolly. I hate this shit. We are only graded on a few tests and like midterms only account for 1 test in a few of my courses you know how that is new school new profs dont know what to expect and I kinda got like D,C,B for midterms kinda low. But now I quit my job and really am goign to fucking kick ass and Ace this shit. I have to. No I dont have to. I want to so I have a better chance of getting to were I think I want to be at this moment. And that should be it. Do the best you can to get to where you think you ought to be at any given moment within a reasonable frame. I can do all I can to go party in Ibiza by winter break but that would fuck this portion of my life at the moment. I wouldnt do that well in school prolly get out with C's have a buncha cash that I would quickly blow of a plane fair, food, clubs, hookers and the like. Then get back here to an angry family. So I think that working towards Cornell is a good deal. |
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